UPDATE
So far, life here has been pretty easy. I have made some lovely friends, i've adjusted with the driving and lifestyle here.
I can not believe its already over 2 months. I know that in 6 months time, i'll be freaking out because i know its time to prepare to come home! Being here i have learnt so much about myself and where i want my life to take me in the next few years.
I am already starting to think about my future goals and ambitions. I obviously want the best for myself and for my family to be proud.
Some say I should be focusing on whats going on here and around me. I am. But life doesn't stop. You know, i think to my self; the best way for me to get through any struggles or hard times and even the good times, is to think whats next. To think, if i achieve this moment, i will have so many opportunities at hand.
I have decided and will be buying the tickets for a YouTube Convention in California in June 2016 a few days after my 21st. I am beyond excited about this, i can not believe that i am evening have this opportunity! Like what?!
I believe i am settling in nicely with the kids and the area. They seem to enjoy my company and as i do with them. Life is busy and crazy but its exactly how i like it!
Life is going the way i hoped and planned it would. Yes theres things that i miss out on at home or family things but i tell myself its OKAY. Everyday is closer to proving i can do this and making my family proud.
I have a few goals I'm hoping to achieve by the time i do come home and then will continue from there.
I honestly do not know where life is going to take me or what my next step is but thats okay because i am enjoying right now and I'm loving it...
Something i am struggling with, STILL, is the time difference. This changed again and my brain can not gather everything. Its gone to a weird hour where when I'm waking up, everyones in bed ( besides morgan because she never sleeps) and then when the kids get home from school, everyones waking up which is an awkward time! So, really weekends are the best for me as i can stay up later.
BUT, in saying that, everyone is working nicely with me to make sure they know they are there and they have full understanding that I'm a world away, 15 hours behind and have no control!
Im happy.
Thats all i wanted.
Thank you to everyone who continues to support me everyday.
Love,
Codie
xoxoxo
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